I just want to lie down and be crying

PS. Read in my voice (shouting and crying, that's the voice, and petty and sad and dramatic and pained and crying and crying).

I cannot believe I am back here 😭😭 (short term 2020 blog, useful again). This Law degree don tey sha!

Not used this space in over one year you guys and I don't even know who will read it. But FAM, can you believe I am still in UNN? Ahh! E pain me!!

Lol! I was legit joke-groaning about how in 3 weeks I should have been singing 6 years don waka and how my rich friends would have poured rich wine on me, and the tears started to pour for real. Class of 2021 has become something else. When I came to UNN, I was so happy. Uni from October 2016- July 2021, law school November 2021- August 2022, Nysc November, same year. You guys, I am still doing 500 level, and there's no graduation in view 😭😭😭. I cannot even hope because it will always end in tears. (Definitely time for another crying GIF).

Cannot understand how I am so tired physically and mentally), even though I just woke up. Yesterday I turned on my computer to look at my project and I typed only one footnote and just stared. Can you imagine?

I just started another round of tears and one big head girl told me even if I cry the strike will still be on, you people should call out Chidera oh, if I cannot graduate, let me cry. The other madam in this room is hounding me to do ‘Bong bing challenge’ she just said ‘Enioluwa joined’, mtcsheeeeeew! The Oga has an MSc, I never get LLB. (You know what comes next).

I want to say ‘I hate it here yen yen’ but I will still be here.

Lastly you guys. I am sad and broken (slightly exaggerating the broken sha, but you get it). What have I done to ASUU and you people’s government? Shey they should have started striking after Easter (selfish much, eh I know).

Going back to nag Chidera, Martha and Rex and to pour all the tears in my body on my bed!

-Chimdi.